Doubts

I've been silent for a while but I also doubt anyone yet knows of my blog so that it probably does not matter... as I haven't really decided whether or not continue it, I haven't advertised it anywhere. I have been having doubts whether there is any point for it and what about just let it be. Sometimes it is hard to be this Finnish person, raised to remain silent and still have so many thoughts which I would like to shout out. And to be as independent and closed till the last bit that there seems to be no topic I could discuss here for long as I would always start doubting it's point. Better to think and write private and so I go to my dear old diaries once again...